//& I'm still missing you

i hate it when my family is lyke making a mountain out of a molehill... its jux a small matter... and its not even a guilt or whatsoever... and they're making it sound as if i'm de guilty one... and make me feel guilty... they said dont make a name for yourself... actually my name's clean... i dun even actualli did anything wrong... acutally... they r lyke making a name for me... this purely sux sux sux...

//i'm still missing you
at 7:52 AM

//Thursday, December 18, 2008

okay... blog is quite dead... anyway... maths holiday homework.. i haven't done yet... and i dunno how to do the questions already... those questions are like giving me a headache xia.. and no mood to do any of those questions... anyway... jumping jacks rox.. should go and try...

//i'm still missing you
at 8:43 AM

//Tuesday, December 9, 2008

dear blog..

i'm rotting at home today.. so i decided to post something in order for my blog to be undead.. i mean not dead... practically.. last friday.. all my cool friends come to my place and play.. yesterday one of my dude go back to myanmar while the other dude visit australia wif his granddad... pratically it was fun last sunday coz we went carol singing... at one of the block.. got stuck in the lift.. damn funny lolz... surprisingly.. it only happen when everybody was there... all our junior class from my church happened to be in the lift... de same group of ppl who got caught in the rain behind the lorry when we went to challet... lolz... okay the experience was fun.. but nothing much to say in dis damn blog... dats all ppl...

nowadays never do any physical stuff.. damn bloody hell lazy.. still need to do my tuition homework and school homework... pls help me...

and check out my blog song dude...

Never meant to hurt you
But I know I did
Knocking on my door
Baby something gotta give
Chasing all these womens
Thas jus how us rappers live
I know I did a lot of things that you cant forgive
I was so weak when I shoulda been strong
I was on the road and you were home alone
In the back of my mind
I knew that it was all wrong
Its bonnie and clyde
Jus u nd me for now on

I never been faithful before in my life
Didn't understand the words husband and wife
Everytime i cheated on you cut you like a knife
Im so ashamed i could take my own life
Trying to keep my image upI lied to get you
Had to be a rebel
Couldnt be seen with ya
Use to call me late night cuz you really miss me
I aint even answer cuz
I was out tricking
Smelling like perfume, coming home late
Another group of chicks
So many damn mistakes
Everyting i said you knew dat it was fakea
million tears rolling down your precious little face

Never meant to hurt you
But i know i did
Knocking on my door
Baby something gotta give
Chasing all these womens
Thas jus how us rappers live
I know i did a lot of things that you cant forgive
I was so weak when i shoulda been strong
I was on the road and you were home alone
In the back of my mind
I knew it was all wrong
Its bonnie and clydeJus u nd me for now on

Where ever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

So many times i took you for granted
So much pain i know you cant stand it
Embarrased you in front of your whole family
The way that i acted i shoulda won a grammy
We're a million piecesI shatter you apart
You gave me all your trust and i broke your heart
Trying to be a good guy acting all hard
Late night picking up chicks in your car
I do anything if i can take you back
Just you and me in my first cadillac
You were a lil gangster chick wearing my hat
Took it all for granted everyting i had

Never meant to hurt you
But i know i didKnocking on my door
Baby something gotta give
Chasing all these womens
Thas jus how us rappers live
I know i did a lot of things that you cant forgive
I was so weak when i shoulda been strong
I was on the road and you were home alone
In the back of my mind
I knew it was all wrong
It's bonnie and clyde
Jus u nd me for now on

Where ever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

Never meant to hurt you
But i know i did
Knocking on my door
Baby something gotta give
Chasing all these womens
Thas jus how us rappers live
I know i did a lot of things that you cant forgive
I was so weak when i shoulda been strong
I was on the road and you were home alone
In the back of my mindI knew it was all wrong
Its bonnie and clyde
Jus u nd me for now on

okay... the song was nice... but there's nothing personal in the song people... so dont think of anything about me...

//i'm still missing you
at 8:50 AM

//Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Hey.. ppl... today's my birthday... rejoice... ppl... nothing to post during holiday.... rejoice ppl... ho ho ho

//i'm still missing you
at 7:52 AM

//Saturday, November 29, 2008

hey pals... this is an email that i received from a friend... god is good all the time...

Do You Believe This???

A girl went to her friends house and sheended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone.

She wasn't afraid because it was a small COMMUNITY and she livedonly a few blocks away.
As she walked along under the bike trailDiane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger.

When shereached the alley, which was a shortcut to her house, she decidedto take it.

However, halfway down the alley she noticed a manstanding at the end as though he were waiting for her.

She becameuneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection.

Instantly acomforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her,she felt as though someone was walking with her.

When she reachedthe end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrivedhome safely.

The following day, she read in the newspaperthat a young girl had been raped in the same alley just twentyminutes after she had been there.

Feeling overwhelmed by thistragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began toweep.

Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this youngwoman, she decided to go to the police station.

She felt she couldrecognize the man, so she told them her story.

The police askedher if she would be willing to look at a line-up to see if she couldidentify him.

She agreed and immediately pointed out the man shehad seen in the alley the night before.

When the man was told hehad been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed.

Theofficer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there wasanything they could do for her.

She asked if they would ask the manone question.

Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her.

When the policeman asked him, he answered, 'Because she wasn'talone.

She had two tall men walking on either side of her.

Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're not alone.People will not stand up for God..

Send this if you truly believe in God....

PS: God is alwaysthere in your heart and loves you no matter what:

'If you deny me infront of your friends, I shall deny you in front of my Father'

//i'm still missing you
at 8:17 AM

//Friday, November 21, 2008

Dear blog...

Dear God
The only thing I ask of you Is
to hold her when I'm not around
When I'm much too far away
We all need a person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired I'm missing you again,
oh no Once again

(dear god by avenged sevenfold)

its such a nice song... i really lyke the chorus.... although avenged sevenfold seems lyke some hardcore rockers, this song is realli.. simple and beautiful..... i must say.

yesterday... was cool... mr siow gave us a torturous training for half of the training with his whistle... kick for so many times until cannot lift your leg anymore... and wth.. i thought i was suppose to buy book but i see the wrong date.. 20th instead of 27th.. lolz...

den we all go have lunch at long john silver ... after dat, ryan, yuda and me went to my home for me to change... then we waited for hafizzzzz at simei... but dat guy was late and we thought we are late... we took bus no.5 to get to SIA sports club.. but ended up at changi prison... hahax... wth... a moment later ... yuda was realli pissed... lolz... we finally arrive at de class gathering... we thought we were late...but in the end, wat a cool turn out... only half the class was there for class gathering...

de party was freaky man... de fear factor rox... first stage... was drinking some white stuff... it doesnt seem that bad... de 2nd stage rox man.. some small fruit from thailand.. ryan ,, ben and yj ate abt 8 of them... i tried 1 and realized that it is twice as sour as lemon... de game was called fear factor for no reason... den i drank a cup of tomato sauce with water... wth it was realli gross... but luckily the taste was not very bad...

the last stage was the best... biting an apple from the water... finding a grape from the basin of flour.. in de end, every1's face was all white...

alex, i think is realli a cool guy to plan such cool games which make us all die and laugh like fun fair... anyway i appreciate it man... special thanks to alex... it was de last day of 2F people together.. i must say 2F is the best class.. hahax..

k thats all and pls tag people...

//i'm still missing you
at 8:09 AM

//Wednesday, November 19, 2008

What does silence mean?? what does that mean when a person never reply anything to you...... erm.. jux some randomness... maybe not realli... it doesn't seem that it affect me so much... but on the other hand... this thing is making me feeling stress...

What the hell la... today i was stoning at home... wake up at 11 am and sleep again from 4pm to 6pm... lol... sleepy head.... anyway... pratically... i was helping out my mum with clearing at home and playing piano... coz nothing better to do and too lazy to take out my guitar from the storeroom... intended to go skateboarding and do pull ups but cannot because of the rain... looking forward for tomorrow's training... i think the old coach should be coming down... i must say that the old coach is a cool guy indeed... practically he's an old man with white hairs... but still his muscles are very hard for an old man... people say that the skill decline with age... but its not quite true... the old coach is still very good for an ex-champion... and his kind of martial art is kinda very uncommon... but it seems very effective... cool...

by the way... victoria 2f08 class gathering is tomorrow... cool... at SIA club... but i still have to buy the damn text books and must return home to put them back first... maybe i can ask Ryan Goh( little chubby fellow) from my CCA to help me carry books since he's following me and we're going to the gathering together... Wha lao so much money for the text books xia... and jux chatted with my ex classmate and said that he wanted to make a class gathering for qiaonan 6-1 2006 people... it might be cool if it really happen...

erm... not bad such a long post today...

//i'm still missing you
at 7:50 AM